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The Book of Laments

by Christopher Pond

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You know what you've gotta do but it hurts you You know that it hits hard at home, you're afraid of being alone You're fed up but you'll take it, you're the shoe she had to break in Now you're broken and you're weathered, you're worn out and a part of you has died And I don't wanna say I told you so, but I told you so And I don't wanna hear you didn't know, cos I know you knew Your boyhood charm has faded, you allowed her to erase it Now you've got what you were after, you know the truth but you insist on telling lies
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Cheap wine, cheap grace, cheap love Which one of these reels you in? It's all of the above They all go down smooth, taste nice Even looks like the real thing But it never fills you up And you'll make it by With one foot out the door and the other drug behind Just like your friends, piled along the road Discarded one by one, never cared for and it shows Now you're close to show the face I know is really you At arms length your friends can't be there when you feel alone Scarred hearts, deep wounds, lose ends Which ones did you leave behind? Well I guess that all depends on who you talk to, The amount of alcohol consumed, To try to forget the good times and the bad, that they had with you
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If you leave will I go? Replant shallow seeds never grown Drug along this darkened path, never sure if I'll get back String me along thru waters high My feet leave the sand as my toes hold tight And I urge you to not let those clams hide, but drag them ashore and let them die I squeeze those words right out of you It leaves us feeling black and blue And it takes so long to heal right Let's burn all the doubt and scorch in the sun Repent all those sins we did when we were young Let the ocean spread our ashes and make us new But it's not that easy, and instead it's shark vs. shark all night I can't shake this fear that the end is near And you twist in the sword so deep when you keep all those things from me I'd rather have someone shoot me in the chest than stab me in the back But my back remains red and my chest pure white
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Big Plans 05:15
Let's put on clothes that feel uncomfortable but look nice and we'll see all the sights of the town We'll make a scene at the place we went last year Cos we are young and a beer's five dollars Let's make big plans that sound great then never do anything but hesitate Talk like you're big, live like you're small and never amount to anything at all Let's reassure ourselves that we're fine And talk about the future like the sun's in our eyes but it takes money to make money and it takes time to feed you all these lies Let's dot our t's and cross our i's we'll undo all the doing that doesn't seem right fake mistakes and feel the weight they leave play all the chords wrong and roll up my sleeve
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Self-loathing is such an awful thing It gets inside your heart and cuts off all the strings Nothing to fill it up, nothing to make it sing You might think you'll hit it if you swing But that's why self-loathing's such an awful thing It may seem to be a phase, something you can penetrate But it always kicks you when you're down And it can, it will, if it hasn't already A person divided against itself can't stand That's why we're all made with two hands One to make you fall, one to help you land And one mouth to blurt out lots of stupid things
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Chasm 08:56
Tempted and tried all your life, burned by the saved hand And no sleep comes, all called to wait for this It don't seem to shake me, what's at stake? Laws and rules won't blink twice in the face of apathy What I perceive is mistakes piled up like towers high I don't believe what you say, my heart bleeds like night chokes the day It don't seem to shake me, what's at stake? Just some fiction to laugh off in the face of the holy Bone of my bone, flesh of flesh, lured by the snakes lies Cursed to the ground he will be, wrapped 'round our throats until satisfied It don't seem to shake me, what's at stake? It won't seem to quench you when you'll drink from the sea It's like salt in your water when you're parched from the heat
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The Liar 04:19
I wanna take you down with me I wanna make you believe me I'll make you promises that I won't keep Like giving you dreams that make you wish you'd never sleep I wanna break you so slowly I wanna trick you to want me I'll make you promises that I won't keep Like giving you dreams that make you wish you'd never sleep I wanna hide you from the truth I shall deny you any hope Someday I'll make you hate yourself And one day you'll hate everyone else I wanna make you so empty
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Inst 02:09
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Twine 07:51
Come my lover, into the light Where the darkness cannot hide Open my wounds and feel my scars With your soft kiss be still my heart Our souls weaved in the Spirit's twine Unlock doors we'll open in time Joy and sorrow, we'll have our fill But thieves and robbers cannot steal rings and treasures, crowns we'll bear Whatever it takes to get us there So with this ring I thee wed I'll stick with you until I'm dead Sickness and health, rich or in debt I'll see this thru without regret
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I keep waking up to Elvis Costello songs But I'm alone and that dream meets reality It's the one where he said that we're spiritually dead And I mostly agree as I nod out of sleep But I keep reasoning that sin's not the death of me And he chimes on, pontificating duality I open up those words and ask that they speak to me But I speak too much and forget about listening I stumble in my brain and I pray but it's in vain That well is not for drinking, he must be metaphorically speaking about forfeit souls? Nothing gained? Either he is the Lord or he's just insane Son of God? Rise from the dead? Either he is the Lord or he's lost his head

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released July 2, 2011

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